In Affection With My Pastor

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That day came and went, I was happy knowing papa loved me. But why does my heart keep judging me for engaging him in a kiss? how is it my fault? He wants me and I want him too. The next day papa went for his seminar the one he had to cancel because of me. So I was home alone. I called desmond to apologize for not picking his calls two nights ago. But he wasn’t even angry he was happy I called. We talked for a while before he told me he wanted us to have dinner together. I politely refused now that papa and I had a thing going, I didn’t know where it might lead us yet and I didn’t wanna be the one to ruin it. Around 5:50pm papa arrived home, he smiled immediately he saw me, I smiled too. “I missed you sam” he said coming to hug me. I hugged him back I missed him too. I pulled away seconds later and asked him to go take a shower. That dinner will be served in 10minutes. I guess he was wondering why I pulled away so quickly.
PAPA
Sam, are you ok? (with concern in his voice)
SAM
Yea, sure I’m fine. Go take a shower now I said with authority and smiled.
He smiled back and played with my hair before he walked away. He didn’t take long before we were seated to eat. We ate in silence and after the meal he wanted to do the dishes but I refused. After I finished to clear the kitchen and the dirty plates I made coffee and tea for the both of us. We sat down our eyes on the tv but our minds in different direction.
SAM
So how was your day daddy?
He looked at me and smiled (what’s with him and smile self)
PAPA
It’s so amazing how you can still call me that (daddy) after what happened yesterday.
It was my turn to smile now, what’s wrong if I still want to call him ‘daddy’ it doesn’t change a thing about how I feel about him.
SAM
Is anything wrong with that?
PAPA
Not at all. My day was fine but
SAM
But what daddy? What is it?
PAPA
Nothing, do not bother yourself.
Well the rest of the night was eventful, we watched tv for a while before we both went to our separate rooms to sleep.
The next morning was Wednesday, I thought he would be going out very early so I woke up very early to make breakfast for him. I guess he heard the noise from the kitchen because he came to join me. He was still wearing his night robe.
SAM
Good morning daddy, hope you slept well?
PAPA
Morning sam, how are you? I’m fine just missed you a lot last night.
I sighed then dropped the knife I was holding, washed my hands and wrapped them.

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I dropped the knife I was holding, washed my hands and wrapped them around his neck.
SAM
I missed you too, in fact I almost came ti knock at your door but I held myself.
PAPA
But why sam? What happened?
SAM
You should know better, you are a pastor, premarital sex is a sin before God we might think we are in control now, what if he loses it? And commit beside I’m eh never mind.
PAPA
You are what? ( I gave him my babyish look) I know that look sam but its fine if you don’t want to tell me.
I sighed and brought down my hands.
SAM
Go take a shower, breakfast will be served in 10minutes.
PAPA
No, I rather join you in making the breakfast, I won’t be going out today.
SAM
Wow! That means we are going to be in this house together? I love that.
He smiled and frowned almost immediately.
PAPA
About the sex you talked about, I wouldn’t dare to touch you sam. I know it’s a sin so you don’t need to worry. (he touched my cheeks). I smiled and hugged him, this man is driving me crazy every minute. We finished cooking, he went to take his bath, and I did the same. Ate breakfast and sat down in his room, he brought out his iPad from his bag and started showing me pictures, some he was holding a very dark and beautiful woman, and the rest he was siting with a sick woman in a hospital.
SAM
Who is this daddy? (pointing to one of the pics)
PAPA
That’s my late wife, when she was in California.
SAM
Was she sick? What kind? (with concern in my voice) he smiled got up from the bed and went to stand close to the window.
PAPA
She had blood cancer, so we admitted her in one of the best hospital there in California, they said she would get better but she was going worse each day. (tears in his eyes). I felt pity for him so his wife had cancer? Jesus wept I can’t begin to imagine how much pain he must have passed through.
SAM
I’m so sorry daddy, I never knew.
He smiled, no one knew I didn’t tell anyone that my wife died I told just my ministers.
SAM
So what about your kids?
PAPA
I have non, she could not keep any of her pregnancies due to the cancer, she always had a miscarriage. Oh my God this man has really gone through a lot yet he could act this strong before people?
SAM
But why didn’t you tell your people at the church what happened?
PAPA
I don’t know why, I kept it to myself every year I give them different reasons why ‘their mummy could not make it this christmas’
I really felt for him, his eyes had turned red.

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